| stolen from shelly |
[Sunday
January 6th, 2008] |
2008
1. Will you be looking for a new job?
yes. i have to! graduating
2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?
i never look. open to one finding me possibly
3. New house?
apartment, please, but yes.
4. What will you do different in 2008?
everything. the game is about to completely change for me.
5. New Years resolution?
player please
6. What will you not be doing in 2008?
fucking around like a total jackass and screwing up a lot i hope
7. Any trips planned?
gonna have to go to chicago to scope out a new pad..... i also want to go to savannah to see millbot
8. Wedding plans?
player PLEASEEE.
9. What's on your calendar?
too much already. duh
10. What can't you wait for?
graduating
11. What would you like to see happen different?
I'm doing the 'new beginnings' thing here this year.
12. What about yourself... will you be changing?
yes, i hope, always and forever.
13. What happened in '07 that you didn't think would ever happen?
lots of drama with friends, i quit fucking around so much and grew up a little, i didn't drop out of college
14. Will you be nicer to the people you care about?
i am going to try.
15. Will you dress differently this year than you did in 07?
for many reasons. it will be colder and i'm gonna have to get a new job. errrgh
16. Are you going to be in school in 08?
i already am!
17. Will you make more money in 08?
lord, i hope so. if not, i'm fucked.
18. Will you do charity work?
duh, of course
19. Are you going to drink on New Years Eve?
that is a time to drink.
20. Will you be nice to people you don't know?
yes i'm sure
21. Do you expect 2008 to be a worse year for you than 2007?
NOOO. certainly not. 07 was a bust.
22. How much did you change from this time last year til now?
i learned strict hermitism, i cried a lot, i picked teams and i am ok with that, i feel more confident in myself--that i can be honest with myself and others, that i can change and adjust, that i can learn, that i can stick to things and be responsible. i also became less confident in others, which is a real bummer--i feel like a lot of people are just full of shit, they can't pick teams, don't know what loyalty is, will do you bad, which by proxy is doing themselves bad too, cannot manage responsibility, fool themselves, and aren't on the old school tip I am. In turn, I learned much about forgiveness, too. I also learned that just because someone likes you a lot that you should give them a chance knowing damn good and well you aren't gonna be into them.
23. Do you plan on having a child?
not even a little
24. Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends with now?
i hope. i will be far.
25. Major lifestyle changes?
guys, i'm getting rid of my car this year. what better way is there to at least feel like you are sticking it to the man just a little!?
26. Will you be moving?
yes, and i cannot wait.
27. What will you make sure doesn't happen in 2008 that happened in 07?
give love away too freely??? nah, guys, we know better, im not ever gonna stop that.
28. What are your New Years Eve plans?
well I had PLANNED on going to nashville...
29. Will you have someone to kiss at midnight?
barf
30. Wishes for 2008:
new beginnings, optimism, good days, love, public transportation, nanda, a decent job, warm fuzzies
As 2007 comes to an end....
1) Where did you begin 2007?
chicago, totally trashed by 10pm
2) What was your status on Valentine's Day?
definitely all me
3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
alllllll of it.
4) How did you earn your money?
at the beginning of the year i worked 3 jobs and it was hell. i earned lots of money this year and don't know wht the fuck i have to show for it which is ok really
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
like i could afford that
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
a few close calls. i still haven't been to jail yet!!!
7) Where did you go on vacation?
chicago trips
8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
no no no
9) Meet anyone new?
quite a few. QUITEEE a few. after the nuclear fallout of friends in 07, i had to.
10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
no, i don't think so. pimp c?
11) Was anyone born?
well, i'm sure.
12) Did you move anywhere?
to the gables. that was it.
13) How did you celebrate your birthday?
HUGE FUCKING BANGER AT COLLEGE SUITES. probably the best of the year next to my halloween party.
14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
oh my god, a ton??? lots of locals, umm, decemberists, vhs or beta, mickey avalon, animal collective, broken social scene was this year i think, yeah yeah yeahs was this year too i think, dude, there's too many. this is where my money goes.
15) Are you registered to vote?
yes
16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
my barf
17) Where do you live now?
da gables
18) How did you spend your summer?
going to school, being fucking miserable and broker than ever before.
19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2007?
take out almost all my piercings. i knew it was coming but not so soon. i also got more tattoos. sign of growth? i moved in with my life best friend.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
they usually involve heather or casey i think
21) What's something you learned about yourself?
i pick teams. i will fight for you if you want. even if you ditch me, i will tell you what a piece of shit you made me feel like and then be softhearted enough to let you be my friend again. it's okay.
22) Any new additions to your family?
na dude
23.) What was your worst month?
they were all pretty god damn bad. this year was such a fucking bust!
24.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
muscles-ice cream is gonna save the day
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
feather myskinny, but before that, lex
26) Made new friends?
all fancy and new mostly
27) New best friends?
some people got advanced in the best friend situation.also lex, heather, leslie
28) Favorite Night out?
oh my, i dunno if any stand out, but there was that one time this summer when heather came home and i was wailing, "MAWW, MAWWW!!" on the porch. hahahaha. also there was revfest! that was a goodie, and dude, what about that time i was at heyburn's and me and him and the two caseys spray painted the whole fuckin kitchen? i think that was in 07. lex and i also had a number of wild, wild times before she had to go which completely devastated me. and of course my birthday and halloween parties. AND chicago spring break with lynz.... omg
29) What sporting events did you attend?
........
30) What was your best month?
september maybe, but maybe january!
31) Overall, how would you rate this year?
Like, a one. I am dissatisfied with this service and would like to be compensated.
32) Other than home, where did you spend most of your time?
well, other than home, alexa's or joe's
33) Change your hairstyle?
red hair don't care
34) Have any car accidents?
nope
35) Did you have a New Year's resolution?
nope
36) Do anything embarrassing?
OF COURSE!!!! Don't I always??? I need to be humbled I think
37) Buy anything new from eBay?
a box of cameos that i still haven't gotten. fuckers
38) Get married?
lolz
41) Be honest - did you watch American Idol?
not once
42) Did you get sick this year?
more than usual
43) Been snowboarding?
not in my life
44) Are you glad to see 2007 go?
YES! SEEYA
45) Been naughty or nice?
naughty, but also a good bit of nice, too. most of the naughty was caused by being nice and then feeling like shit about it
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| just a little bit? |
[Tuesday
December 11th, 2007] |
everything seems unoriginal
nothing seems fun
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| talk crazy. |
[Friday
November 30th, 2007] |
SO LIKE....................... I'M PRETTY SURE I HATE EVERYTHING. In a total 17 year old way except it's not as cool because I'm not 17 anymore............................. but I think that some of my other friends hate everything too, right????? SO LETS GET TOGETHER AND HAVE A I DONT HATE EVERYiTHING ANYMORE PARTY.
I'm so suuuuuuurrrrious. This is not the time to become disconnected and bitter! This is the time to have fun and revolt and live life like a dead kennedys song and other shit like that.
I don't think I have a white trash destiny anymore...................... I just figured that out within the last week. dang. ready to bling.
ALSO I'm really moving to chicago.............. it ain't a game no more! FUCK THIS.... let's all get in the car and drive north until we get there. It'll be fun. We can get real dirty in the city and then do whatever we want, meet who we want, eat what we want, or just be anonymous forever......
man I have been sick for a while also, this sucks. I think I have a permanent head cold or something.
I'm your friend. don't forget I'm here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| i hope |
[Tuesday
September 18th, 2007] |
i get internet at my house one day so I can quit using public computer labs when I'm not at work. I don't get it, what the fuck made you think I wanted to hear your whole stupid-ass phone conversation?
and whatttttttttttttttt
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| a comeback |
[Friday
September 14th, 2007] |
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just like britney spears. thank god.
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| me |
[Thursday
July 26th, 2007] |
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so busy. god, so busy.
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| i am a bitch because my ovaries hurt |
[Sunday
July 1st, 2007] |
I thought really hard about this the other day: why am I so fixated on moving out of bowling green? What about moving would make me happy? Then I decided that I have to believe that and not question why because I have absolutely no answers.
I don't, however, think that anyone knows what will make them happy--I don't think that it's one thing that will make anyone happy. I wouldn't consider myself to be unhappy, in fact, I would consider myself to be pretty damn satisfied and usually pretty thrilled 80% of the time. That's doing well. I can say with great certainty that happiness is strongly linked to how you feel about yourself and if you're doing the best you can. A long drive and much consideration later, I would say that I am so open to ideas and made happy so easily that what's best for me is to do lots of things. I don't see myself staying in one place for too awfully long, I don't think (but don't quote me on that). I want to be able to do everything I possibly can and I would say that is what would be awesome for me. I don't really get how people can just sit down and settle in one spot, where they've always been, start a family, and say, "gee, I am happy". Is that so? How would you even know if you haven't done anything else? But then again, other people are easily satisfied with the state of things. That is not the nature of my personality. The nature of my personality is that there is something better out there--I have hope for that. And while I am never really dissatisfied with what I have, I never really feel like it's worth just settling. Somehow I tell myself that if there is something worth settling for, I'll just know it when I have it.
When I go on long road trips alone I really trip myself out thinking about shit like this. I get really lost in thought and find myself going in circles with myself. Sometimes I kind of freak myself out, but you know? It's pretty fun.
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| oh i think dey like SARATRONIX |
[Thursday
June 28th, 2007] |
Today was my first for real, for real day off in a while. I don't have shit to do for a while. I was kinda sick but you know what? Today is an ideal day for that.
With this time off I will be making the STATEWIDE GRANDMA TOUR so look for me in Lexington and/or Hopkinsville.
I like family time, I guess.
I like the hot tub and happy music and fun jams and foods and all kinds of stuff. I'm real broke but you know? It doesn't really matter that much...
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| forreal? |
[Sunday
June 24th, 2007] |
So far, this summer gets rave reviews. I've done what I wanted for the most part, I just hope that I don't run out on money any time soon. I hope I finish the camp memories book really soon because it stresses me out and I want to be done working for a few months. I hope I get to go see my grandma this week.
I miss Nanda, I guess it is sad to not have the paris to your nicole around :( but I have a kim stewart, thank god. I have a lindsay lohan. These are equally as great, just different.
I dunno when I'm gonna move now since it turns out Morgan's roommates are bitches. I guess I will wait for them to move, because, what the fuck, that shit is gonna get out of control. I can't be talking crazy to girls all the time.
I feel much better since I moved away from that apartment............ I can't say it enough.......... I think it was cursed, I swear to god. Just not being there makes me feel 1000x better.
Road trips are in my future....... I can feel it!
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| gang signs |
[Monday
June 18th, 2007] |
i got some nasty feet cuz i run around barefoot but I'm okay with that.
I don't ever write stuff in the summer because it's either too much drama or I'm having too much fun. Forreal.
Oh my god, this could be my last summer in kentucky. i'm wyyyyyyyyyylin' out.
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| dang |
[Friday
May 25th, 2007] |
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summer rules. can't wait to be able to sleep in. 8am class sucks. but summer rules!!! RULES!!!!!!!! friends rule. new friends rule. doing stuff rules. i am happy.
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| GOD DAMN IT |
[Wednesday
May 16th, 2007] |
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I AM HAVING A DAY.
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| no idea why i did this |
[Tuesday
May 15th, 2007] |
dang, i took a long ol survey and now it won't post. why the hell did i do that?
ps, I like my new apartment.
I like not having drama all the time. I wish everyone I know wasn't all up in some drama--shit, but everybody is, not just one group of friends. Kind of glad that I don't have a group of friends, really. I have strayed from groups and strayed from cliques only since the beginning of time and now I thank myself.
Class at 8am. UGH. It comes so early.
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| chooby dooby doo |
[Thursday
May 10th, 2007] |
I kind of flip flop between being so stressed out that my eyeballs are going to fall out and then just really, really content. I think I'm PMSing. Fuck.
But you know, that's life. Things work out in such a funny way.
PS, david bishop rules ass. koufax rules ass. i think this summer is going to be fun as shit. dangggg gables hot tub.
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| i have been thinking about a lot of things |
[Monday
May 7th, 2007] |
and it's come to light that I need to re-evaluate myself as a person and how I feel about everything in general. All these other problems I kind of hint at really are just symptoms of a bigger one: I have degenerated to a point that I can't take anything--even myself---seriously. Dang. That sucks.
In a few weeks, though, I'm optimistic that everything will be squared away--I am looking forward to it. UGH. SO TIRED.
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| daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang |
[Thursday
May 3rd, 2007] |
This shit rules.
I have a new apartment and new roomates. And Morgan and Liza are my neighbors. That shit fucking rules, right? Yeah, it does, and good music rules. And moving rules. And summer rules. THIS WEATHER RULES!! Gettin' drunk rules. Having money rules. Being done with school for a while rules. Being optimistic rules. Being idealistic rules. I'm just feeling very hopeful, like things will go my way for a while--things will rule. Mostly, they have for a while, but I've been working very hard to get things to go my way. Now it seems that the time has come for SHIT TO FUCKING RULE!! HA HA HA
Guys... I can't wait to move in... decorate... cook... change my lifestyle a little....... OH and get in the hot tub every night!!!! HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| well. |
[Tuesday
May 1st, 2007] |
It just occured to me a little while ago that I'm really lonely. That's what this is! So much for hanging out by myself. I think I successfully made myself crazier.
You know what would be really, really cool? If I could not procrastinate. That would rule.
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| crunk |
[Monday
April 30th, 2007] |
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I signed a lease today. Gables, here I come.
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| yo |
[Sunday
April 29th, 2007] |
camping and shit makes me tiaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrddddddddddddddd, dogg.
i'm not unhappy about it.
in other news, i can't believe I'm not getting laid like, right this second. geez
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